Tuesday, August 3, 2010

just another day

heyy..what's up guys..looonng tyme no see..many thing happened to me in just few months..pheww..it's been a month he left me..well,obviously for another gurl..at first,i didn't notice at all..then,one by one revealed..all the lies which i never thought that he wouldn't do to me..all the thing dat he did..he was not the same guy dat met him past 2 years..he's totally change!all because dat 'ayam'..well, maybe i'm not that perfect but why can't just he sits down and tell me what's wrong with our relationship..for the first reason he told me,he cannot assist me..because of our standard,bla bla bla..then,he KANTOI..
perghhh..bullshit punya alasan..
memang dlm sbulan nie,hidup aku kucar kacir..mkn pun kdg2 ja..hancur luluh hati nie bila dpt tau..bila org yg kita syg,bukan lagi milik kita..bila org yg kita cinta,bukan lagi org yg sama kita cinta..
then,even though aku jauh dari dat couple,aku tau pe yg jd..pe yg derang buat..tp..bukan aku pasang spy yea..huhu..tape la..semoga berbahagia mereka disana..
tp aku bersyukur,ramai org sekeliling aku..family,classmate n 4 sure my bestfriend..
n aku bersyukur,Allah kabulkan permintaan aku beberapa bulan yg lepas..
skang,aku sedar..memang ada hikmah sebalik apa yg terjadi..
n i'll wait for the next 2 years..
k guys..need 2 cleep coz 2morrow will have full class til 8..
smile alwys!!

~big gurl don't cry~

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