Tuesday, May 11, 2010

frustrated..

aii..2nite i went to house survey at bkt raja..first impression and the exterior was ok..but when i'm in the house,everything went wrong..the room was ok,the toilet was ok,the balcony are huge [i love balcony!!] but....... the house condition was a lil bit messy and smelly..when i'm going to called CLE to enter the house,i just noticed that there's a guy's shoes in front the door!!plenty of them..what a guy doing in the gurl's house at nite?not at living room but in the gurl's room..huh??then when i entered the kitchen,i saw couple of Scotch bottle on the cabinet..very shocked! and dont think i can fit in there..so have to find another house..huhu..i dont understand how come the muslim can live like that nowdays..zaman makin maju..manusia makin maju..tp manusia dah terlalu jauh n terpesong dari landasan agama..memang manusia tak sempurna n sentiasa cari jalan untuk berseronok..tp atleast,fikirla dari mana asal usul kita..kenapa kita berada kat muka bumi nie..untuk apa kita hidup di dunia nie..huu..cam ustazah lak..
ondaway back to gombak,tmn CLE ke clinic dulu..cian dia sesema..tp..time mkn kat mamak,lean plak critanya..his words will remain in my mind and scars at my heart..bleeding sehh..
dgn masalah family aku lagi..adoii..
time2 sedih n rapuh cenggini,aku tingat lambaian terakhir arwah abg aku,Along..
sbb dia,aku kuat utk tempuh semua nie..sbb dia,aku pikul tanggungjwb yg dia tiggalkan utk aku..Ya Allah.kuatkan ketabahan hamba-Mu ini..Berikan aku cahaya-Mu untuk terus hidup dan menjalani hidup ini dengan tabah..Aamin..
k la..da antok..huhu..sedih sbnrnya..nite my friend..

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